Wrapping up college comp II

I have to say that these past 10 weeks have gone by very fast for me and I have almost been in college for a year now! I am very proud that I have not given up and quit when things got tough. I know some of the people I attend classes with have kids and work I commend you I do not know how you do it! I have trouble keeping sometimes with my two little ones and I dont work. There are a few things I know I need to change and procrastination is one of them. I always think I can put things off and finish assignments later in the week. By the time I sit down to do my work I am tired and I put it off again. I have improved since my first classes but I know I can do better. I plan on really working on getting my assignments done early and no more procrastination! Good luck to everyone in your future classes and your degrees!!! =)

Final days of class and on to new ones.

I am reaching the final days of college composition II and this blog was a requirement for this class. i had never written a blog before but i must say it feels to good to post about things that are stressing me out. i may not write all the time but I believe I will keep up with blogging just to blow off a little steam every now and then. i am excited to be done with writing it is one of my least favorite classes! i do not like writing papers there are just to many rules and things you cannot do. I did not hate the class it really wasnt that bad I am just not a writer! So the first week of Feb I will be starting my new classes and I am excited. Good luck to everyone in their futures and hope to see you on the blog!

Why become a mom????

I am a young mother of two girls and I love them to death!!! I became a mom because I wanted to not just for attention while i was pregnant or for people to watch my kids all the time. I have few younger relatives who are just pathetic excuses for mothers and it just makes me so angry to even see them. This past weekend one certain relative decided to leave her kid with her boyfriend and run off with another guy and has not been seen for 3 days. She also has a bad habit of pawning her kid off on her own mother every weekend so she can go out drinking. Why even have a kid if you are not going to take care of it? I also just saw on the news that a few towns across from mine two separate situations but very similar occurred over the weekend. Saturday morning a neighbor called social services on a woman who was passed out in her car outside of her house while her 5 small kids were running around inside and outside the house, mind you it was snowing and about 20 degrees outside! The kids ranged from 15 mos to 10yrs. A day later the cops finally went to check and found the 15 month little girl dead inside the house from starvation! The house was covered in feces and filth! The mother admitted she was passed out from crack at a neighbors house. Then on the news tonight the cops found 5 kids from age 3 to 7 all alone in a house at midnight and they had been alone since 10pm. The mother claimed she had ran down the street to pick up her boyfriend. What the heck is wrong with these people????!!! First off you DO NOT leave that many kids at that age by themselves for any reason without a babysitter! The crack head mom needs to go to jail and never see her kids again and go through withdrawals with no medicine to help her cope with it! Why do these women keep having children if they are not going to care for them and let them starve to death! My youngest is 15 months old I cant imagine letting her go hungry. She would scream and cry and that would be awful! I hate mothers like that I would like 15 minutes with them in a room!!!

Happy New Year!! =)

I Have almost been going to college for a year now and I am very proud of that! I have managed to keep straight As in all my classes and I am doing well in my classes I have right now as well. I am a little worried about what I will do with my degree after I graduate though. I watched the Today show about a week ago and saw a very disturbing segment! They had four people on the show that had gone to college all graduated with bachelors degrees or better and none of them had jobs and all of them were thousands of dollars in debt due to school loans! Of course it didnt say what their degrees were in but that still leaves me a little unsettled about my future and if I am going to be able to do anything with my degree once I have graduated. I will have a degree in the medical field so I hope that will help to secure me a job once I am done with college. Any thoughts???? 

Birthday, Christmas and papers due!! AHHHH

So it is that time of year again and the procrasta Santa I am I have just now picked up the last of the Christmas gifts! I hate waiting till the last minute and now I have to wrap them! My daughters birthday was this past Saturday so on top of Christmas shopping I also had to hurry up and throw together a 3 year olds awesome Dora birthday party! I managed to do it all the day before the party and it turned out great. Except for the lame excuses her two grandfathers had for not wanting to drive an hour to her party blah blah blah! Needless to say I am not speaking to them at the moment. I know be nice it is the holidays. Now I have to hurry hurry and do all of my school work because I put it off to have a wonderful birthday weekend with my baby girl and my family. Excuses from my end too I know but at least they are good ones. Oh well I will get it all done and hopefully get good grades to keep my straight As in school so far!! New Years resolution number one STOP PUTTING THINGS OFF TILL THE LAST MINUTE!!! My girls are going to have a GREAT Christmas anyways and thats all I wanted!! Merry Christmas to all and Happy New Year!!!!! =)

getting my kids to listen HAHAHAHA!!!

So I have a serious problem with my almost 3 yr old (this sat is her 3rd bday) and my 1 year old and listening. They say the terrible twos are the worst but when does that end? Really she is almost three and she refuses to listen to anything I say!! I have threatened to cancel her birthday party and to tell Santa how bad she is being so she will not get any presents but still it does not work. She decides to pick on her sister at the worst times like while I am trying to get school work done or take a test or RELAX!! LOL. I love them dearly but CALGON take me away!! She does the most awful things to her baby sister like shove her down on the floor sit on her throw toys at her then my one year old retaliates by biting, pulling hair, hitting with toys and so on all while their dad is trying to sleep because he works the night shift. Sometimes I think I am going crazy!! What is a mom to do to get them to get a long a little better they are so young and close in age I think they are just going to fight like that. Who knows? Oh and going to the store that is like pulling teeth to have a nice trip to just get groceries. I dread having to get groceries any more it is awful one is pulling everything into the cart and the other one is screaming and I hate that I dont want to be the mom that everyone stares at to shut there kids up!!! HELP!!! LOL! 

Why do I wait till the last minute??!!!!

Seriously why do I wait till the last minute to do everything? I am a stay at home mom so I have time to do things it may not be alot but I have time. I wait till the last minute every year to buy christmas presents and I hate myself for doing that. Not only am I rushed to get what my girls want but then I am rushed to wrap and hide them! UGH! Now that I am in school I try so hard to set a tight schedule of when to do things and I do really good some weeks but then horrible others. Take this week for example, I have put off most of my school work because we went to visit family and stayed longer than expected. So in two days I have to do so much work I am having to stay up all night to get it done. Why do I do that? DUMB!!!!!! My birthday is friday the 10th and then my daughters is the following sat the 18th. I have people coming here for a party. HMM has Aleece ordered the cake or bought any party supplies? NOPE! I do not even know what I am going to have to eat pizza or something else. I need to stick to a better schedule! Any suggestions I am game!! LOL! =)